Tomorrow I see Art T for regular therapy and then I am going to see J. I asked him for a double session which I have never had before but I didn’t want to leave with things left unsaid. Of course now that I have made the appointment I am extremely anxious and don’t know how I am going to say everything that I have planned on saying all of these months. I want to cover all that has been going on in my life now, which is the easy part but also all of my feelings about the therapy we did together. That is the hard part. I will print out the emails I wrote him but didn’t send, but I read them over yesterday and wow I’m not sure I can say some of those things.
But we’ll see.